my girls mom

Friday, January 26, 2007

Here's what's goin' on....

I have been working daily at my new sales manager position that I got right after the christmas holidays. I enjoy it and now that I have my sales staff hired on and fully trained things are trucking right along. Donny is still working his thing and also got a great job offer so we are taking that and putting the kids (regrettably) into daycare/school. The Goddard School if anyone is interested. It is excellent and is very academically structured but also fun and loving. My girls will flourish there. Donny is glad to get the work, he will still be working on the side but we will have reliable job security in the meanwhile.
We are working on having our date night weekly if not biweekly and that is helping us to stay in touch with each other. Also we have just been turning the TV off at night to just talk and visit with our kids and one another. Much better to help everyone calm down and get ready to go to bed.
http://www.goddardschool.com

Sunday, January 21, 2007

My sweet girls are just growing and changing so much.
To begin...A is just a beautiful,strong,sweet, smart,fun,hilarious little girl. She is no longer our little baby. She is just about fully potty trained. I say that in that way because she is still getting the hang of the difference in a "poot" and a "potty need". It is funny. She is doing good with everything else though. She knows all the letters and their sounds. She can recognize alot of her lower case letters too. She is working on her colors and shapes. She is not as interested in those for whatever reason. She is starting to draw and sketch out things, becoming interested in coloring books. She loves being read to and trying to "read" herself to us at night. I miss her so bad when I am work these days so much I cannot stand it. I feel like I am missing her growing up-which I guess I am. She is talking, most of it we can understand. She sill gets in "play" mode and she just jabbers at top speed. Her favorite princesses are Sleeping Beauty and Cinderella, and if you count her as a princess, Ariel. She loves Superman, she will watch the whole movie. She actually wants to fly and tries to jump off everything, testing it. If she doesn't have stitches by 4 we will be surprised. She is such a dare devil. She is very "hard of hearing" though. She is not very obedient and has be made to obey many times a day. We are hoping that it will soon sink in. I hope she will change soon. We just have to persistant and consistant. And PRAYER, lots of PRAYER! The other girls listened so well that this personality change is a challenge.

Now, as for R she is a beautiful,self-starting,smart,inquisitive,artistic and godly child. She is sensitive of others feelings and is very loving about her little sister. Don't get me wrong they have their issues now and then but they fiercely love each other. She plays with A for hours on end pretend games with dolls and little princesses. Her favorite princess is Sleeping Beauty and maybe Ariel. She is crazy about books and is reading on a beginner level really well. She is doing good despite me working and therefore halting our schooling at home. She continues to press on. She draws so pictures a day I cannot even count them all. She fills up notebook after notebook with drawings of everything from her nightmares to scenes from her day. She is very funny. I believe too that she is getting a sense of God and his presence in our life and how our obedience to relates to who we are and our relationship with him. She is beginning to be so helpful around the house wanting to wash dishes for me, of which she does a great job. And is tremendously proud of herself for her accomplishment. She is a snuggle bug for the first time in her life. She is very easy to make friends at her preschool on Fridays, and is loyal to her little girlfriends. She also plays well with a little boy with a hearing problem, whom she includes in all the games on the playground. I would have liked to have her for a friend for her fierce imagination if not for anything else, never a dull moment. She is a little bit whiny with us at home though at times, wearing her heart on her sleeve at times a little bit too much. We have to work on being a little tougher about things and handling disapointment a little better.

T is doing fine, typical teen behavior although exagerated because of her mothers behavior.
She will be fine we hope and PRAY!

As for our fate for moving we know nothing and continue to work and hope that all will return to normal soon. For now we are hanging in there.

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Clear mind-early morning

It is early morning and I am able to think by myself so I decided to write. It has been awhile. I never have time. When I sit down lately I don't want to be on the computer.
Everything is going good. Donny got his funding and is moving along. He will be leaving for SC Jan 15th. We are very excited. I have got to put the house up for sale and pack. Meanwhile, I am still working. I guess I have to put my notice in for a 2 weeks work time left.
The girls are growing and changing by leaps and bounds. "A" is potty trained during the day and almost during the night. She is doing wonderfully, and all thanks to her daddy. He has really done a great job with that. But the other day at her nanna's house she comes to me and says frantically "change" and hands me a pull up. I felt her bottom and it was fine and I said "you're okay honey" she persisted wanting it on. So I put it on her and she immediately pooped! She said "see! poop! change!" She didn't want to go to the potty and wanted the comfort of a diaper.
She is hilarious.
"R" thoroughly enjoyed christmas this year. She was so in to it. We had a good time.
I am feeling overwhelmed with moving. But nonetheless I am excited to close this chapter of our life. It has been rough.

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Another week.....

I tell you what I didn't think things could get worse at work but they have. I have been there 3 weeks and I am already training someone else!!! Can you believe it? It is a crazy business.
My boss overdosed on Zanex (sp)on Thursday morning at work and we had to "babysit" him the whole day. I was about to die. I couldn't go out and sell I had to stay in practically all day and help out in the office.
Then on Friday he took more and was there (someone had driven him in)and he was worse. He was still slurring his words,spilling things on himself and all over the desks and paperwork, and just generally embarrassing behavior. Our customers can see us all day, and it was so embarrassing for him to be stumbling around and obviously drugged!!!
I had to take my managers job for the day Friday delivering paychecks and other office work, and she had to step up to manager. She was sooo mad, finally he left and it was a little better.
I cannot believe I am working here. The sexual harrassing comments are unbelievable. Thank goodness I am gone soon, Donnys thing is moving along fast. So hang on!!!
Funny thing Reagan said-we were sitting at the table and I said something was weird and she said "mama I don't think we are in Tennessee anymore"

Sunday, November 26, 2006

New Week Ahead!

Crazyness I am sure will abound. Everyone pray things don't completely go crazy!!

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Day Before Turkey Day

Today is crazy. You wouldn't believe me if I told you everything that I have seen in the week and a half I worked this job. We work with alot of homeless people at my store. It smells, they are nasty and most of the time mad-at something. I'm telling you I have been so sheltered. You wouldn't believe what all you see.
I am so hoping for jtv to work out on monday. I am hoping that it is not just pie in the sky. It would be so fun!! Hosting a television shopping show would be so GREAT! Right up my alley, you know? I have an interview and a screen test on Monday and cannot wait. Please no surprise zits or new wrinkles!!
Thanksgiving is tomorrow and even though I have alot to worry about, I still do have a roof above my head, a nice warm car (x 2) and clothes on my back. Warm family, and a loving, adorable, helpful beyond my wildest dreams, sexy husband. I am so blessed. And even though I don't have my parents I do have his and they love me and my girls. Thank god. We have great friends who care for and love us. My life has many many blessings. Even through the bad times this year we have felt God's hand on us. Even with all the what seems like bad things they all seem to be God lead and are leading us His way. We are trying to follow....
Thankful so much for god's grace and mercy.

Friday, November 17, 2006

First Week Insights

Oh my goodness! This has been a very very long week. Thank goodness it is over. I am so tired and mentally worn out. I never thought this place could be any worse than some of my first jobs. But it has surpassed some of them on many levels.
Yesterday I had to do the unthinkable. I had to get in a van with another girl at 7:45 in the morning and drive to the day room (a homeless shelter) downtown and she hollared out the window looking for anyone who wanted to work to load up. Here they came-about 8 of them all black (if you know me you know I am NOT racist in the least) and male and carrying their belongings which probably have guns and knives and drugs. I slowly unbuckled my seatbelt and sat with my had on the door handle all the way back to the office ready to jump should anything break loose.
I was scared you know what. I had promised Donny that that would never happen and I would not do that, and what do I do? I was up til 3 when I finally woke him up and told him everything. I hate keeping secrets from him. He was mad but not at me. He hates that I am in the situation. It won't last long.