Wednesday Wonderings

Past couple of days have been crazy. I am job hunting for a more suitable position before having to take the call center job. I have 3 to make a decision on. I am excited to have options. Especially at the end of the year when the pickin's can be slim. I interview well I think. Which I WONDER could be a bad thing? I could be protraying that I can be alot more than I really can. Well, maybe than I think I can. Three kids, a full time job, and a husband still working on his dream (which is exactly what I want) isn't exactly the ideal situation for me to start learning something new.....come on brain cells! get out of mommy mode!!!
I am so depressed about things, which are going to go unmentioned here for fear of disclosing too much about my insecurities. I just have SO much on my plate.
I WONDER, I keep saying that things will work out, but will they?and the answer to our prayers sometimes NO! I have to think that the Almighty would have to have a back up plan for us, in fact-I know he does.