Changes.....

WOW it has been a long time. Alot has happened, we are moving to OK if you haven't heard. I have had such mixed feelings about all this. It sure is hard to think of moving and leaving my "sisters" (you know who you are). I love this area so much. But now that we went to scout it out I am more and more okay with it. Still hard? YES. But there is calmness in knowing what things look like and knowing the area pretty well. We were able to explore the area to some extent. It will be a nice place to raise my family. And think we might be adding one when we get there. We'll see. Just doesn't feel like the family is complete yet.... The jury is still out on that one. But with my husband getting home at 5 to5:15 rather than 7, I could do it.

I have been busy with a church sale this week, it has consumed me. I hope I did pretty well. I just wanted it out! Yeah! I have started flylady again.

I had the BIG talk with T the other day and it went so well. I was really running on holy spirit. All my moms old talks came back and all the spiritual food I had injested all these years came toppling out with a little help from God. (See I am listening in church...) Some of you don't know I was a missionary for 7 years (90 hours a month commitment) in Maynardville and rural Greeneville but I guess all that bible readin' did me some good! It is a shame that her mom didn't get to experience that moment with her own child, but I gave her 13 years to do it. I felt time was a-wastin' due to some findings in her diary. I mourned the passing of my little girl first and then went in with all the love I could. I love her, I really do. She was my first child, even if she wasn't born of my womb.

I am proud to have told her, and I am glad she will remember my face and my voice and my have my morals behind this rather than the health teachers employed by the county.

Thanks to my buddies who prayed for me, I couldn't have done it without you.